About the Author

Survivor. Seeker. Storyteller.

Anthony John Leigh

Anthony John LeighMelbourne, Australia

His story

A life written in his own words

Anthony John Leigh was born at the Royal Women's Hospital in Melbourne on 4 September 1969. His natural father left soon after. His mother, his step-father and the adults around them belonged to the sect led by Anne Hamilton-Byrne, known in Australia as The Family. She claimed to be his godmother.

When Anthony was about four, his mother left. He grew up moving between Australia and England, between two fathers, and between houses that never became homes. By twelve he was looking after his younger half-brother, and quietly finding his own ways to cope.

“When I was very young, I discovered the greatness of the written word.”

Reading became one escape. Drugs became another. For more than half his life he self-medicated, from prescription pills and cannabis to speed and heroin, while living with chronic back pain and the weight of everything he had seen.

Now I Can Get My New Tattoo is his account of all of it, written as a recovering poly-substance abuser who believes recovery is a rebirth, and that healing has to come from within. The image on the cover is his own.

Moments that shaped him

From Melbourne, 1969

1969

Born in Melbourne

At the Royal Women's Hospital, into a family already inside The Family.

Age 4

His mother leaves

He and his brothers are left with two fathers and a cult that comes first.

Childhood

Fourteen houses

One stay in England means fourteen different houses in fourteen months. None of them home.

Age 12

Israel, and a door closes

After six weeks in Israel, his step-grandfather tells him he is not really part of the family.

Age 12

Speaking up

He tells his auntie his little brother is being abused at the cult house in Eildon.

Age 15

Running away

With two friends he runs for Bairnsdale, determined not to go back to boarding school.

Age 17

The first bust

Police raid the house on Dickens Road. The plants are his.

Later

Operation Forest

A police task force investigating The Family raids his home, and asks him to help.

Then

The turning point

After losing friends to suicide, he decides to get clean and go to England to find his mother.

In his words

Lines from the book

Things are apt to go the way they will. I do not believe in coincidences.
To Act from the Heart
Survival is a matter of accessing the right information at the right time.
The Early Years
I am my own worst enemy and hardest critic at times.
To Act from the Heart
I am unwilling to turn my life over to some guru, no matter how enlightened they prove to be.
Drug Addict or Self-Medicator?

Dedicated to

In loving memory

In loving memory ofJohn McDonnaRIP 1999. He gave his life so that I could go on.
My beloved daughterRain4/02/1997 – 4/02/2022

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A true story of a childhood inside a cult, and the long road out of it.